Posting

I guess, I have to post to keep things interesting.

Sleeping at 2am every night nowadays. Mugging and mugging and more mugging. Don't call me a nerd, I can't study on weekends. And gots to do Quiet Time, although have to do it by 11 if not too sleepy. 

Hallelujah.....

Hallelujah.....

nitey nites now.

There goes the holidays

How majestic is Your name

How wondrous is Your grace

You're my shelter from the storm

My redeemer and my God

You bring comfort to my soul.

Its amazing sometimes how God speaks to you.

While walking home one day with a piece of pvc cardboard on my hands, I wondered about flight theory. I just causally asked God to show me how flight theory works and how it applies. After a few minutes of playing with pvc, I just felt the Holy Spirit give me understanding on how a basic aerofoil works. 

Reading the Bible, I stumble on a hard verse, I ask again, and it is revealed. 

Ask and you shall receive.

Ok meandering around abit.

Term 3 vacation is gone.

Here's a quick look at what I did.

Monday: Zone F Heart to Heart Chalet.

Tuesday: Robotics training

Wednesday : Training

Thursday: Heartfest 08

Friday: NJRC

Saturday: Study and service

Sunday: Service, bought two books by Pst Joakim Lundqvist.

You and your Bible

Reaching the schools for Jesus. 

Well, there goes my holiday.

Pst Joakim is a really good author. He includes everything a teen could need to know their Bible!! 

Well, back to reading

My heart is exceedingly sorrowful.

I know it's a little weird to have such an emo title. But, my heart just is. 

Just during service today, I suddenly thought of the people from Pei Hwa I didn't bring to church. 

Hekai

En Quan

Valerie

Benjamin

Keisha

Joan

There are so many, I can't remember. I can remember En Quan crying, I can see it, from 2 years ago, I can still see it so vividly. I was a jerk before coming to church. I remember it now. Jerk to my cousins, friends and En Quan. My heart is remorseful. Never again, will I hurt people to the point of crying

I can see Keisha sitting across the aisle in math, lending me a stapler.

I can see Joan hitting me.

I can see Valerie chatting with me as I waited for people outside school.

I can see Benjamin laughing at his birthday party 4 years ago.

I can see Hekai talking to me about Halo as we walked down the steps.

I can see them all. Why didn't I reach out to them, why didn't I bring them to church. Why? Why? The question rings in my head. The sin of omission. I should have, I should have. All of them should be standing beside me in Zone F service, praying next to me in prayer meeting. 

All of them should be saved.

Never again....

Never again....

Never again will I repeat that mistake

My heart is exceedingly sorrowful, even till death. It is mournful towards the lost.

Family:

Hermann, Brian, Ronald, Astro, Terance, 

Sorry for being a jerk to you all.

You will get saved.

All those unsaved in ACS (I)

Lee Meng

Jing Kang

Cheesue

Tae Joon

(Not a long list)

Rivik

You will get saved!

Still mournful yet full of faith now

Camp switching

Ok,....

I've switched camps. 

I've gone to the mac side of the world. I can't believe i stuck to windows for so long. 

I just got an iMac. 

Specs:

20 inch screen

2.66 GHZ (Woots)

4gb RAM (w00ts)

250gb hard disk (not so w00ts, wanted more, some people don't understand my ravenous desire for space)

Mac OSX Leopard (tank LOL): Start up time : Roughly 20s

Shut Down: 10s

Windows Vista: Start up : 45s - 1min

Shut down: 30s

Mac seems unnaturally fast. And the lovely 20 inch screen.... ahhhhh.... computing paradise.

I first fell in love with mac while using for photoshop in computer studies lesson. Photoshop was lag-free.... amazing......

All my arguments are gone.

Lack of games - no problem install XP with the lovely boot camp.

Graphics Card: No problem, ATI Radeon

Speakers: Lovely built in speakers.

Price: COMEX 08!

Compatibility: So many mac apps, what's the problem

User - friendliness: How did I have a problem with that in the first place?

Ahhh.... Bliss.

Game performance

HL2 ep2 runs on near full graphics, just with shadows turned down for framerate.

Trackmania united forever the same, just shadowing

Command and Conquer 3 mid- high

Company of heroes mid -high  

Front Row runs so much faster that the windows equivalent.

iWork 08 pwns Microsoft Office upside down

Brilliant! What took me so long?

Your Glory Goes Beyond All Praise

Okay, to the Hekai who keeps telling me to update, I finally am. But, today its not going to be the BGR post. Haha wait a little longer. At the science centre now, Robotics competition, can't go back to Pei Hwa, sian.

Back on to business, today's post is going to be about one of the greatest things to see on Earth. A person's soul getting saved. Looking at the weekly attendance for church every Tuesday. Seeing the number of salvations every week. Seeing the guy in front of you raise his hand during the altar call. And just crying tears of joy as he prays the sinners prayer. Seeing the church grow week after week slowly and slowly. Seeing people go into the kingdom of heaven. That is the church. This is amazing times, amazing times indeed. This is the time of revival, this is the time where the world is turned upside down. We are history makers and world changers.

BGR post soon.
I feel like VALVe now, delaying posts like they delay games

Damn Imbaness - Shahdan

A taste of the past

Hekai, why have you betrayed me,
you blasphemer, you heretic, you who lost faith in this.
Ahahaha. Just kidding. He wrongly stated this blog was dead.
"How did you not know this was all part of my plan?!" - Kane (Command and Conquer 3)
Woke up at 5.30am today to pray and worship.
So refreshing.
Math paper today, I should be able to do well, because of God. Not through my strength but by Your might.

So as I checked my email, I decided to look into some of the old folders to decide whether I should clear them.
A shock awaited me.
As I looked through those folders, I found emails from as far back as Primary three, when I first opened my account. I thought all those emails had been deleted. I have emails from my days as a Nazi. I have emails from Sheng Chun, who you know, Shermane, you also know (implying something here) When Benjamin and I were good friends. Haiz... I miss Ben. Miss his spunk, miss his sarcasm, miss even the teasing.

Its amazing how God could use me back then. An insecure, crush filled, young, immature, 12-year old boy. Its amazing how God can use me to reach out. Now, after a year and a half of following Christ, I'm a different man. Now, a secure, mature (somewhat) young man. I don't need crushes or girlfriends yet. The love of Christ Jesus is enough now.

Master,
Mission,
Mate.

Yes this is a build up to my BGR post. As Pastor Joakim Lundqvist said, your mate should be found while on your walk with God. You'll see someone else walking next to you, at the same pace. Then you say,"Hey." Hahaha. Pastor Joakim is so funny. Swede. But he is right, don't actively look for a girlfriend, find her while walking with God. Pastor How says this, get a mate three years before you plan to get married. If you get one 10 years before, say 14, by 24 when you marry her, you already sian of her face, haha.

School now, 6.40am. Still hungry after breakfast.
BGR post soon!

He is mighty to save

Ah, how time flies. Its now the fourth of August.

In January, I prayed a short prayer for Ren Hao to come back to Singapore. Just that one short, simple prayer.
5 months later, he came back, for good. That was not the only miracle, after he came back, began a season of fervent prayer for him to come back to church.
Academic Excellence weekend came. Even after 2 months of failures, after passing him the Genesis of a Genius sermon Cd and the Connect magazine, he stepped into Heart of God Church for the third time.
We had moved mountains. By we I mean God. The mountain of parental objection was moved and he could come.
That day was better than how I dreamed it in the fourth dimension. God had answered.

Ephesians 3:20 (New King James Version)

20 Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us,

God did exceedingly abundantly above all that I asked or thought. On that day, he worshiped like he had been in church for years, he praised God with zeal and excitement. His heart was so open. He responded during the Altar Call. In January, I didn't even dream that he would be back so quickly. Ren Hao's name has been added to the book of life, welcome to the eternal family open to all. This is a God that answers prayers.

Saviour

He can move the mountains,

My God is mighty to save,

He is mighty to save,

Forever,

Author of Salvation

He rose and conquered the grave,

Jesus conquered the grave.

Shine your light and let the whole world see

Singing for the glory of the risen King

Jesus

I have this vision for everyone who steps into this church.
No matter what skills you have
How little you have to offer
You have the potential
through God to be a
LEADER OF HUNDREDS,
IN A CHURCH GROWING TO THE THOUSANDS

Philippians 4:13 (New King James Version)

13 I can do all things through Christ^[a] who strengthens me.

Oh, and by the way, Festival of Praise was awesome. Too bad for those who missed it.

THIS BLOG IS A MEGAPHONE FOR GOD

I will do a BGR post soon. Going to rant about it.

1337 speaking Christian,
Kevin

haiz

So tired, still walking.

"Even when completely covered in mud, you must keep moving forward" Evangeline A.K Macdowell, Negima.

Isaiah 40:31 (New King James Version)

But those who wait on the LORD
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

Kinda cool quotes.

I have to lean on the Lord.

Can sleep at 2 and wake up at 6. haha.

Lolcats

no deep stuff today, too tired. Prepping for exams.

Nite

3K!!!! w00tzz!!1111

W00tz, my blog finallyt reached 3k hits!

Live, Love, Lead

On my knees,

I bow down.

Sing about the healer

and the hope I've found

Took my tears,

took my shame

washed them all away.

Well, after a discussion with Wayne for a quarter of an hour (would be longer if he wasn't busy, I'm here posting.

I really thank God for Wayne, my leader.

He relates to me on so many levels. Such a wonderful leader. Been really communicating with him a lot. Being discipled so much, having my character forged and being put through the refining fire. Its wonderful to communicate with your leader so much. Been talking to him for half an hour daily. Amazing!

Been learning and growing so much

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blog blog blog.

June holidays have come and gone, Strongholds are being broken. People are getting saved. The world is changing. Lives are changing.

This June, been really really busy. Was sick the entire first week so missed Zone F camp. Second week had BMT and Red Rain outings. Third week the same, getting discipled and graduated from BMT. Discipleship was intense. Really got out of my comfort zone. Inspired by Pastor Joakim's school seminar, caught the fire to go out to make some noise, love people and get them saved! I was convicted. I hadn't been loving people enough. I hadn't left my comfort zone to get people saved. What other point is there to life than to change others and adding to the Kingdom of Heaven. The great commission. Now, going out of my comfort zone, visiting people's houses, loving them so much. Letting the love of God pour out of me.

What this world needs,

is a Savior who will rescue

a Spirit who will lead

a Father who will love them in their time of need

That's what this world needs

Jesus is our Savior

That's what this world needs

A Father arms around you

Thats what this world needs

Who would have thought that when I first stepped into Heart of God Church. That I would be sleeping at 12am and waking up at 5.30am just working. But I am not tired at all.
Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

I'm running this race with God. And even though it is tiring, I will run and not be faint. I will not burn out, for I lean on God and not on my own power. Living the life out of my comfort zone is so much more fulfilling than living safely in the comfort zone. Even though its easier to live in the comfort zone, it would be boring. Like my life before Christ. Just content with playing football in the Singapore under-12 national team and studying hard. It was a good life but there had to be more. There is more to this world. There is more to life. There is hope. There is a purpose.

Is there hope for every man?

a solid place where we can stand

In this dry and weary land

is there hope for every man?

Is there love that never dies?

Is there peace in troubled times?

Someone help me understand

is there hope for every man?

There is hope for every man?

a solid place where we can stand

In this dry and weary land

There is hope for every man

There is love that never dies

There is peace in troubled times

Can we help them understand

that Jesus is hope for every man.

There is hope, there is love, there is peace, from Jesus. I would never trade my lifestyle for an uncomfortable now.

The Bible was inscribed over a period of two thousand years
in times of war and in days of peace
by kings, fishermen, tax collectors, singers
but marvel that a library so perfectly cohesive
could have been produced by such a diverse crowd
over a period that staggers the imagination

To end this post in a lighter tone, I would like to ask all visitors to tag so that I know who visits this blog, I've been wondering why my hits keep going up. Oh and all the poetic lyrics come from Casting Crowns, I did not write any of them. I would love to have such poetic skill though. But alas, we cant have everything.

In school LOLOLOL ROFLCOPTER!

In school now blogging. Joshua the clown and Jing Kang the emo kid fighting next to me. Stupid NCC day. Uniformed groups sucks. Maybe except scouts. Go Newtown scouts! ACS scouts suck! boo you!

Brennan saying something
ah, nice mouse. im not sure y kevin has a smile face on his laptop. kevin got biten by wasp also.

Brennan has poor English. Look at the lack of punctuation, proper spelling and capital letters. I scoff at it. Scoff.

Brennan says oi.

He very the lame.

Ahhh history teacher here!

Ja ne

Ok, 2.2k visits

Ok, when I started this blog 2 years ago, I never expected this.

My room's in a mess, I'm tired and hungry and loving every second of precious life God has given me.

I like to think of myself as a pioneer in blogging. First few to put music, hit counter and custom skins in blogs. (Well as far as I know) Hahas, 2 years later, back to the basics. Basic skin, simple music, hit counter still counting, and more posts.

Well, the stronghold is slowly crumbling. Still resisting a lot. Its kind of hard when you wake up thinking of it.

Wading through the mud around me

How can I be free from this disease?

Tears have run from many waters

You, you saved my soul

you made me whole

Ahhh.........

Hungry..........

2k visits, need more features, like the escapist.

School starts tomorrow, time to make some noise and take the schools!

Now is the time to rise the rain is falling.

So thirsty.....

I never thought it would be this way
I never dreamed I would feel this way
I am not afraid..

I never ever felt this way before
Till you came into my heart

Hold your head up high
Don't give up the fight
You've got more inside
Leave your fears behind

No imagination
we can overcome

Rain falls in the harvest time
we can overcome

Got no destination
we can overcome

Snow falls in the summertime
we can overcome

Hahas. Song by Red Rain. The lyrics really just speak of me and my life.
How was I to know 3 years ago I would be here feeling this way.
No I'm not on drugs.

Love's like an army that can't be beaten. Which side will you be when the rain falls down. Hahas, another song.

Continuing, I'm not on drugs. How was I to know, 5 years ago, being a hard hearted kid who disagreed with Christianity on every level. How was I to know that 5 short years later, I would be a SON not a servant of God serving in Heart of God Church, with Jesus in my heart and the Holy Spirit as my helper. How was I to know.

How was I to know that
Love, Love, there she stands
there she calls
come home my love
come home.

Another Redrain song. But how was I to know that God's holding my hand and walking by my side. How was I to know that I would have peace and joy in my heart. How was I to know that I would be reaching out to friends to tell them about John 3:16. How was I to know?

I am a son, not a servant

Fall on your knees and worship

Ok, I'm so filled with the Spirit now. I just finished my quiet time and well it was an isotonic drink. (if you get what I mean)
Ok, I just got healed!

I'm serious! Today, Dr Che Ahn came to preach about miraculous healing. After preaching the word, in a faith-filled atmosphere, he prayed for healing over the congregation. I closed my eyes, in faith that I could get 20-20 vision. After fervent and faith-filled prayer, I opened my eyes. My vision was....... the same. But, I thought to myself, "Why doesn't my back hurt anymore?" I realized I was standing straight effortlessly. Sharp people around me should notice that I am hunchbacked. Not anymore, I am totally healed! The tension in my back is gone. I can stand straight effortlessly.

Went on stage to testify. Daunting really. Saw so many other people on stage. All healed. So Dr Che Ahn prayed for me and I fell in the power of the Holy Spirit. The presence was so strong in the faith-filled atmosphere. Went off stage, continued worshipping. Sang another version of the old Hymn Amazing Grace. It was so apt. Amazing Grace healed me, saved me, my God, my Savior ransomed me.

Later, Dr Che Ahn's personal assistant prayed for my eyesight and I tell you it really is clearer than before! Worshipped, worshiped and worshiped. Just kept worshiping the King of Kings and Lord of Lord's, the almighty God. Then, I got prayed for again, and fell in the presence for the third time. The presence of God is just so awesome and indescribable. I'm just addicted. Its a drug.

Going to tell the world
How great is our God?
Sing with me!
How great is our God?
And all will sing
How great
How great
is our God

The name above all names
My heart will sing
How great is our God

The King of Kings,
Lord of Lords
God almighty,
who sent His Son
down to die on the cross
to save
and heal
a sinner like me

Some pics!

As I promised last night, here are some pictures I did. I've been pretty busy with Adobe Photoshop CS3 and did like 2 desktop backgrounds. I took 3 hours to figure out the line tool!

Ahhh, the top one is a desktop background about Jo from Burst Angel, an anime I'm watching but more on that later. This took me like 6 hours to do.

The top one is a bunch of Ipod Negima pictures compiled together to form a desktop background. Negima is another anime and manga. Its by Ken Akamatsu, the genius who also drew Love Hina.

And the last one all the way at the bottom is an older picture I posed in Garrysmod 11. Its a scout running from Blu base with the Blu intel. Took me 3-4hrs to pose this picture.

Like my pictures? Go to my deviantpage @ http://bor3ds0ul.deviantart.com/ to see all of them in their full 1280 x 800 pixels glory.

Ahh its raining now, raining so heavily.
Worried for my Geography file, I can't find it. Very peculiar

Ren Hao

Mr Foo Ren Hao of Mongolian descent died on the spot on 6th June 2008 due to a powerful hit from Jolene Yeo. The hit could be heard a few blocks away.An artist's impression of the incident (Love Hina Hahas.)

Ren Hao is a very nice guy and my long time friend of about 8 years. He's not really Mongolian, he's a Singaporean/Malaysian its weird.
He says hi and "this is a weird post"
He migrated to China last year after PSLE and just he migrated back to Singapore. So fickle minded! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! My compatriot, buddy, brother in arms is back for good! Ren Hao is speaking with an American accent now, he sounds so weird. I'm gonna get a picture of him up soon.
Hermann says he should go back to primary school. Yeah! He's in assumption sec.
Hahas, fun fun, everyone is playing GTA now
And some new linkies for you:
My deviantpage (must go!) http://bor3ds0ul.deviantart.com/
My Steam ID (For gamers) http://steamcommunity.com/id/bor3ds0ul/
Hahas, GTA 3 is so fun!

Anyways, you must go to my deviantpage! I have quite a bit of artwork up on it. Going to blog about it tommorow morning. Too tired now. Just a picture now, a teaser if you will.


Hahas, this is Jo from an anime series I'm watching called Burst Angel. I'm hooked!

Stalled at the start

So much for starting the school holidays with a blast, fell ill for the entire first week....

sianz.......

Anyway, been busy this second week! In church posting now, waiting for Ivan now for discipleship course. He seems to be late. Still waiting. Shawn is sitting next to me. Hi Shawn! BMT has started! w00t! No, for those unenlightened BMT is not Basic Millitary Training ( but give yourself 2 points cause 2 of the word are the same, but its out of 100 anyway, so you still fail! Failure! n00b!) BMT is in actual fact, drum roll please, Basic Ministry Training! Wheee! So its a mandatory training to join a ministry. For those further unenlightened (you really have to get out more) here is the wiki page for ministry. (I am not going to even bother to explain) Go read it. Okay, they don't have the page, so I have to explain it. Wikipedia, why has art thou failed me?! Okay Lets ask Shawn. He says he doesn't know. Thanks a lot Shawn! Notebook to the rescue! Ministry is basically serving God in Church.Yeah. Correct me if I'm wrong. Wiki says: activity by Christians to spread or express their faith. That seems like a good definition. Examples: Usher Ministry, Lights Ministry etc etc. Good enough for you unenlightened people.

Hahas, discipleship is starting, gtg!
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