30december?

Well, it seems like it's already the 30th of december, it's time for my usual reflection about the year post. I'm in jurong library now, just making some use of time before I go for a new generation meeting with acs barker.

It's been a short year of insane growth. it feels like only yesterday I was stepping into acs I for the first time. In a few days, I'll be 14, I'll be sec 2. This year has been an exciting year. Met new people, discovered new games, got a mac, found a vision, entered into Bmt, amt, usher, live feed, new generation, cg admin, leader of a few, growth spiritually, L1R5 of 6, zone f going downstairs, Yishun satellite church, parents getting saved, so many things, 2008 has been a good year.

I bring a few things and a lot of responsibilities into 2009. Firstly, my vision to be the zone f live feed head and leader of 30 by end 2010, the conviction to have more fear of the Lord and burden of taking my school. So many responsibilities I won't bother naming.

One of the most important things is the fear of the Lord. I rather live in fear than live in sin. I want to broken for Him, for his cause, I want be lead by faith, if not driven by fear.

Break me down

To my knees

Break me down

The best of You is the best of me.

See the world down on her knees

Shine Your light!

I see the city as a man, bent his knees to lift his hands, closed his eyes and prayed your prayer

It's going to be a great year. Do it with great atitude.

Posting from my ipod

Hey guys,
Sorry for the long wait for a post. Even though it's the holidays I'm still really really busy. Now I'm in church waiting for Jing hong to discuss the live feed outing with her. When I get home I'll give you my usual long post but for now just settle for these updates. Firstly, the asia conference is over! It was an awesome 4 nights there! We also has ccc down for the combined service!
I also went to help out in the children church camp! (I have a bad feeling that I'm using too many exclamation marks) the children are so powerful at such a young age. It's amazing! Mae ann is doing a great job.
A satellite church is opening at yishun!
Haha I have to go now
Will post soon!

How I crash a mac

I was running:
Toast 7 (DVD burner)
Finder window open
Firefox
2 Mircosoft Word documents
1 Pages document
iTunes
5 Messenger conversations
Stickies
Address book
Calendar (Not shown)

Yes, this is how i abuse my computers. This is how I use it on a normal day. At least it didnt crash but it did get slower

Quality Blogging

Ah, the infantile posts of blogs everywhere. In nearly half the posts I read are some boring personal recount of their day. You know what, unless you write like JK Rowling, Eoin Colfer, Ken Akamatsu, Dan Brown or some other author, its boring as crap. I'm not saying your life is boring. I'm just saying that whenever I read your blog, I want to read something with more depth, something which you put thought into. For example, read Marcus' blog, full of poetry, (with the exception of a boring post). Please, put in some thinking, some personal feelings, deeper than

someone jio me out tmr siolz . i'm gonna be stuck at hm w/ nthn t do ):
hmmm .. tuesday going moooooooooooooooooooovie ;P

hmmmmm .. i dint really do much tdy
was playing guitar .

Please, if this is your blog, and you notice it, don't kill me.
If you want to post something short, at least add some thoughts. Seriously. Or if you want to post something short, at least make it impactful. I read enough personal recounts at school.

Another thing, use at least readable English!!!!!
It's so irritating when people type in short form!!!!
I'm ok with the occasional hse or smt.

But not the whole damn post!!!!
And, please at least try to use capital letters and punctuation.

Me sleepy now.

My heart aches.

My heart aches...

My heart yearns.

Damn you puberty. 

Sometimes, I hate bloody puberty. 

I'm becoming irritatingly self-conscious in front of people especially members of the opposite gender. Its bloody irritating. I'm feeling so insecure sometimes. Argh! Puberty is one of the dumbest things ever. 

But, on the other hand, girls are well, how do I put it. You could say there is nothing that melts my heart like a cute girl walking towards me and waving at me. 

Arrgghhh! There's the puberty acting up again. 

The word puberty sounds vulgar and crude somehow. 

I don't know man. I'm just trying to focus on my vision. 

I guess that's what happens when you read Love Hina when you're 11. 

My heart wrenches when I see her. 

Arrgh, puberty. 

Relax, no BGR till like when I'm ready. haha. Most likely at 20 or something. 

Must control hormones!

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Hey my readers,

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Was scrolling through Deviantart, searching for some Final fantasy stuff. Came across some beautiful shots.

Yeah, this is Rikku from Final Fantasy X-2.

Went to Kenn's house yesterday. He has a great house. It feels so homely there. And thanks to him, now I have Metallica and Led Zeppelin. Also have some Final Fantasy Soundtracks. (I know I haven't played the game but heck) Listening to Jump In The Fire by Metallica. Lets change it to something more calming.

Ah. To Zanarkand. Final Fantasy X Piano Collections. Be

autiful piece of music. I could just put it on repeat and listen to it for the entire day.

Well some updates about my life. This blog will not die.....yet....

Made a new F2 wallpaper

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Woah, the power packed weekend was really power packed.

Monday had me going for the CHC morning prayer in church at 6.45am and skipping the St John SANA course. Also calling a lot of people for Nick Vuijicic.

Tuesday had me going for the prayer meeting in the morning at 6.45 again. Then slacked in church and practiced for Cam 4 while waiting for Nick Vujicic service. Can't be complacent any more after getting discipled by Soo Yee. Soo Yee can be very scary. Before service, we went for a LAN outing with Dilan's friends. Isaac is really good at CS. He plays too much Wolf team. Bloody AWPer. Nick Vujicic service later was awesome! Got a free T-Shirt and DVD! Awesome! Bought a shirt for Wayne.

Wedensday was most of the same, went for morning prayer meeting,

practiced with Cam 4 more and played with Marcus' new laptop. Service was even more awesome. My Dad got saved that day! Finally after months of prayer, he got saved. The circumstances are really just God. He had a really improtant meeting that he was supposed to attend on that day but his secretary just said he didn't need to attend. The week before, he went for a reunion dinner with his ex-classmates and two of them just kept talking to him about Christ. Then he told God if the worship team played Amazing Grace, he would accept Christ. And on that day, they did!

On Thursday, I relaxed a bit and just rested at home for the day.

On Friday, I went for Pastore Kong's service. Was on Cam 4. Service was great. We really took the service and brought it to a whole new level. The Live Feed ministry is not going to repeat history!

Saturday was on Usher for Pastor Kong's service. Really fun.

Sunday was finally part of the congregation during the service. Praise and worship was really annointed even though I was really tired. Pst Kong's sermon was impactful.

And on Monday, a group of Zone F and some Children Church people went to North View Primary school to reach out to them. I was really fun talking to the P6ers. It was like a mini-heartfest! I'm excited for the BBQ on friday.

Haha typed so long. just one last pic!

KAWAII!

Pictures

Some random pictures from Live Feed.

Could it be, that you're in control.

Finally,
I've stopped procrastinating enough to type you a beautiful, deep and thoughtful post.

Could it be,
that You're in control
Now I see,
I don't know it all

My results are out, and what I've seen is nothing short of a miracle. I have 6 A1s, 2 A2s and 1 B3.

This is a miracle.

If you've seen what I've been doing during the exam period and my results are truly a miracle.

During the pre exam period, I've been coming to church for all three services, never compromising. I've served actively in ministry, came on crew for both live feed and usher (I have no idea how I got there.) I remember the day before the exams, I was doing live feed duty. Even before the exams, I was still convicted to go three services a week plus connect group. Even with going through all this, I can still achieve this kind of results. It is not through my might, but God's power. Through God's power, I was able to study till 2am every night before the exams. Through God's power, I was able to rise up in leadership even through the exams.

I just think that this entire season is to build faith in me. Faith that I can do it. Faith that through God all things are possible. Faith for the revival. Confidence in my abilities. Faith in my capacity. I've learnt to lean on the Lord and just depend on Him. Have faith in him. Not to rely on myself anymore.

This entire season, I've grown
Through the mugging season, I've still grown spiritually.

Glory,
All that has breath give him
Glory

Situation Report

Sitrep time. 

Exams are over, finally. 

I got the miracles.

MIRACLES!

Hallelujah

Almighty One

There is none like You.

I got the miracles promised.

The results aren't out yet but I have faith that I'll do well.

God promised and delivered. 

God never fails.

Holy.......

You are Holy..........

Who was 

And is

To come

Holy..........

You are Holy.........

Saviour.....

Healer........

I'm standing at the feet of the Miracle Maker.

A song I've sang so much

crying out to God late in the night

I've studied less

Didn't study during the weekends,

Half asleep in class half the time. (Doesn't that make a quarter asleep?)

Saviour. 

Healer.

I'm staring at the face of the Miracle Maker.

Jesus

Precious Jesus.

Found you

Saviour

I'm walking in the shoes of a Miracle Maker

But as I wait upon the Lord

I'll renew my strength

I'll soar on wings like eagles

I'll run and not be weary

I'll walk and not faint

Isaiah 40:31

Thank God

Enter the gates of heaven with thanksgiving

Thank you

for the promises you made

for the gift of life you gave

Thank you

for this great church

for this great family

Thank you

for great leaders

for great pastors

My soul sings 

My soul sings

How I love You

Macintosh still pwnz windows.

Updates:

"Wants" list is updated

"Profile" bug fixed

ASUS computer is breaking down

Life is awesome

Mighty Mouse fixed

Using the Razer Mantis mouse pad for iMac

W810i Phone still alive 

Exams are over

Graduated from BMT B

Broke through 5.4k hits. (Who visits this site? Seriously.)

Posting

I guess, I have to post to keep things interesting.

Sleeping at 2am every night nowadays. Mugging and mugging and more mugging. Don't call me a nerd, I can't study on weekends. And gots to do Quiet Time, although have to do it by 11 if not too sleepy. 

Hallelujah.....

Hallelujah.....

nitey nites now.

There goes the holidays

How majestic is Your name

How wondrous is Your grace

You're my shelter from the storm

My redeemer and my God

You bring comfort to my soul.

Its amazing sometimes how God speaks to you.

While walking home one day with a piece of pvc cardboard on my hands, I wondered about flight theory. I just causally asked God to show me how flight theory works and how it applies. After a few minutes of playing with pvc, I just felt the Holy Spirit give me understanding on how a basic aerofoil works. 

Reading the Bible, I stumble on a hard verse, I ask again, and it is revealed. 

Ask and you shall receive.

Ok meandering around abit.

Term 3 vacation is gone.

Here's a quick look at what I did.

Monday: Zone F Heart to Heart Chalet.

Tuesday: Robotics training

Wednesday : Training

Thursday: Heartfest 08

Friday: NJRC

Saturday: Study and service

Sunday: Service, bought two books by Pst Joakim Lundqvist.

You and your Bible

Reaching the schools for Jesus. 

Well, there goes my holiday.

Pst Joakim is a really good author. He includes everything a teen could need to know their Bible!! 

Well, back to reading

My heart is exceedingly sorrowful.

I know it's a little weird to have such an emo title. But, my heart just is. 

Just during service today, I suddenly thought of the people from Pei Hwa I didn't bring to church. 

Hekai

En Quan

Valerie

Benjamin

Keisha

Joan

There are so many, I can't remember. I can remember En Quan crying, I can see it, from 2 years ago, I can still see it so vividly. I was a jerk before coming to church. I remember it now. Jerk to my cousins, friends and En Quan. My heart is remorseful. Never again, will I hurt people to the point of crying

I can see Keisha sitting across the aisle in math, lending me a stapler.

I can see Joan hitting me.

I can see Valerie chatting with me as I waited for people outside school.

I can see Benjamin laughing at his birthday party 4 years ago.

I can see Hekai talking to me about Halo as we walked down the steps.

I can see them all. Why didn't I reach out to them, why didn't I bring them to church. Why? Why? The question rings in my head. The sin of omission. I should have, I should have. All of them should be standing beside me in Zone F service, praying next to me in prayer meeting. 

All of them should be saved.

Never again....

Never again....

Never again will I repeat that mistake

My heart is exceedingly sorrowful, even till death. It is mournful towards the lost.

Family:

Hermann, Brian, Ronald, Astro, Terance, 

Sorry for being a jerk to you all.

You will get saved.

All those unsaved in ACS (I)

Lee Meng

Jing Kang

Cheesue

Tae Joon

(Not a long list)

Rivik

You will get saved!

Still mournful yet full of faith now

Camp switching

Ok,....

I've switched camps. 

I've gone to the mac side of the world. I can't believe i stuck to windows for so long. 

I just got an iMac. 

Specs:

20 inch screen

2.66 GHZ (Woots)

4gb RAM (w00ts)

250gb hard disk (not so w00ts, wanted more, some people don't understand my ravenous desire for space)

Mac OSX Leopard (tank LOL): Start up time : Roughly 20s

Shut Down: 10s

Windows Vista: Start up : 45s - 1min

Shut down: 30s

Mac seems unnaturally fast. And the lovely 20 inch screen.... ahhhhh.... computing paradise.

I first fell in love with mac while using for photoshop in computer studies lesson. Photoshop was lag-free.... amazing......

All my arguments are gone.

Lack of games - no problem install XP with the lovely boot camp.

Graphics Card: No problem, ATI Radeon

Speakers: Lovely built in speakers.

Price: COMEX 08!

Compatibility: So many mac apps, what's the problem

User - friendliness: How did I have a problem with that in the first place?

Ahhh.... Bliss.

Game performance

HL2 ep2 runs on near full graphics, just with shadows turned down for framerate.

Trackmania united forever the same, just shadowing

Command and Conquer 3 mid- high

Company of heroes mid -high  

Front Row runs so much faster that the windows equivalent.

iWork 08 pwns Microsoft Office upside down

Brilliant! What took me so long?

Your Glory Goes Beyond All Praise

Okay, to the Hekai who keeps telling me to update, I finally am. But, today its not going to be the BGR post. Haha wait a little longer. At the science centre now, Robotics competition, can't go back to Pei Hwa, sian.

Back on to business, today's post is going to be about one of the greatest things to see on Earth. A person's soul getting saved. Looking at the weekly attendance for church every Tuesday. Seeing the number of salvations every week. Seeing the guy in front of you raise his hand during the altar call. And just crying tears of joy as he prays the sinners prayer. Seeing the church grow week after week slowly and slowly. Seeing people go into the kingdom of heaven. That is the church. This is amazing times, amazing times indeed. This is the time of revival, this is the time where the world is turned upside down. We are history makers and world changers.

BGR post soon.
I feel like VALVe now, delaying posts like they delay games

Damn Imbaness - Shahdan

A taste of the past

Hekai, why have you betrayed me,
you blasphemer, you heretic, you who lost faith in this.
Ahahaha. Just kidding. He wrongly stated this blog was dead.
"How did you not know this was all part of my plan?!" - Kane (Command and Conquer 3)
Woke up at 5.30am today to pray and worship.
So refreshing.
Math paper today, I should be able to do well, because of God. Not through my strength but by Your might.

So as I checked my email, I decided to look into some of the old folders to decide whether I should clear them.
A shock awaited me.
As I looked through those folders, I found emails from as far back as Primary three, when I first opened my account. I thought all those emails had been deleted. I have emails from my days as a Nazi. I have emails from Sheng Chun, who you know, Shermane, you also know (implying something here) When Benjamin and I were good friends. Haiz... I miss Ben. Miss his spunk, miss his sarcasm, miss even the teasing.

Its amazing how God could use me back then. An insecure, crush filled, young, immature, 12-year old boy. Its amazing how God can use me to reach out. Now, after a year and a half of following Christ, I'm a different man. Now, a secure, mature (somewhat) young man. I don't need crushes or girlfriends yet. The love of Christ Jesus is enough now.

Master,
Mission,
Mate.

Yes this is a build up to my BGR post. As Pastor Joakim Lundqvist said, your mate should be found while on your walk with God. You'll see someone else walking next to you, at the same pace. Then you say,"Hey." Hahaha. Pastor Joakim is so funny. Swede. But he is right, don't actively look for a girlfriend, find her while walking with God. Pastor How says this, get a mate three years before you plan to get married. If you get one 10 years before, say 14, by 24 when you marry her, you already sian of her face, haha.

School now, 6.40am. Still hungry after breakfast.
BGR post soon!

He is mighty to save

Ah, how time flies. Its now the fourth of August.

In January, I prayed a short prayer for Ren Hao to come back to Singapore. Just that one short, simple prayer.
5 months later, he came back, for good. That was not the only miracle, after he came back, began a season of fervent prayer for him to come back to church.
Academic Excellence weekend came. Even after 2 months of failures, after passing him the Genesis of a Genius sermon Cd and the Connect magazine, he stepped into Heart of God Church for the third time.
We had moved mountains. By we I mean God. The mountain of parental objection was moved and he could come.
That day was better than how I dreamed it in the fourth dimension. God had answered.

Ephesians 3:20 (New King James Version)

20 Now to Him who is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we ask or think, according to the power that works in us,

God did exceedingly abundantly above all that I asked or thought. On that day, he worshiped like he had been in church for years, he praised God with zeal and excitement. His heart was so open. He responded during the Altar Call. In January, I didn't even dream that he would be back so quickly. Ren Hao's name has been added to the book of life, welcome to the eternal family open to all. This is a God that answers prayers.

Saviour

He can move the mountains,

My God is mighty to save,

He is mighty to save,

Forever,

Author of Salvation

He rose and conquered the grave,

Jesus conquered the grave.

Shine your light and let the whole world see

Singing for the glory of the risen King

Jesus

I have this vision for everyone who steps into this church.
No matter what skills you have
How little you have to offer
You have the potential
through God to be a
LEADER OF HUNDREDS,
IN A CHURCH GROWING TO THE THOUSANDS

Philippians 4:13 (New King James Version)

13 I can do all things through Christ^[a] who strengthens me.

Oh, and by the way, Festival of Praise was awesome. Too bad for those who missed it.

THIS BLOG IS A MEGAPHONE FOR GOD

I will do a BGR post soon. Going to rant about it.

1337 speaking Christian,
Kevin

haiz

So tired, still walking.

"Even when completely covered in mud, you must keep moving forward" Evangeline A.K Macdowell, Negima.

Isaiah 40:31 (New King James Version)

But those who wait on the LORD
Shall renew their strength;
They shall mount up with wings like eagles,
They shall run and not be weary,
They shall walk and not faint.

Kinda cool quotes.

I have to lean on the Lord.

Can sleep at 2 and wake up at 6. haha.

Lolcats

no deep stuff today, too tired. Prepping for exams.

Nite

3K!!!! w00tzz!!1111

W00tz, my blog finallyt reached 3k hits!

Live, Love, Lead

On my knees,

I bow down.

Sing about the healer

and the hope I've found

Took my tears,

took my shame

washed them all away.

Well, after a discussion with Wayne for a quarter of an hour (would be longer if he wasn't busy, I'm here posting.

I really thank God for Wayne, my leader.

He relates to me on so many levels. Such a wonderful leader. Been really communicating with him a lot. Being discipled so much, having my character forged and being put through the refining fire. Its wonderful to communicate with your leader so much. Been talking to him for half an hour daily. Amazing!

Been learning and growing so much

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blog blog blog.

June holidays have come and gone, Strongholds are being broken. People are getting saved. The world is changing. Lives are changing.

This June, been really really busy. Was sick the entire first week so missed Zone F camp. Second week had BMT and Red Rain outings. Third week the same, getting discipled and graduated from BMT. Discipleship was intense. Really got out of my comfort zone. Inspired by Pastor Joakim's school seminar, caught the fire to go out to make some noise, love people and get them saved! I was convicted. I hadn't been loving people enough. I hadn't left my comfort zone to get people saved. What other point is there to life than to change others and adding to the Kingdom of Heaven. The great commission. Now, going out of my comfort zone, visiting people's houses, loving them so much. Letting the love of God pour out of me.

What this world needs,

is a Savior who will rescue

a Spirit who will lead

a Father who will love them in their time of need

That's what this world needs

Jesus is our Savior

That's what this world needs

A Father arms around you

Thats what this world needs

Who would have thought that when I first stepped into Heart of God Church. That I would be sleeping at 12am and waking up at 5.30am just working. But I am not tired at all.
Isaiah 40:31
but those who hope in the LORD
will renew their strength.
They will soar on wings like eagles;
they will run and not grow weary,
they will walk and not be faint.

I'm running this race with God. And even though it is tiring, I will run and not be faint. I will not burn out, for I lean on God and not on my own power. Living the life out of my comfort zone is so much more fulfilling than living safely in the comfort zone. Even though its easier to live in the comfort zone, it would be boring. Like my life before Christ. Just content with playing football in the Singapore under-12 national team and studying hard. It was a good life but there had to be more. There is more to this world. There is more to life. There is hope. There is a purpose.

Is there hope for every man?

a solid place where we can stand

In this dry and weary land

is there hope for every man?

Is there love that never dies?

Is there peace in troubled times?

Someone help me understand

is there hope for every man?

There is hope for every man?

a solid place where we can stand

In this dry and weary land

There is hope for every man

There is love that never dies

There is peace in troubled times

Can we help them understand

that Jesus is hope for every man.

There is hope, there is love, there is peace, from Jesus. I would never trade my lifestyle for an uncomfortable now.

The Bible was inscribed over a period of two thousand years
in times of war and in days of peace
by kings, fishermen, tax collectors, singers
but marvel that a library so perfectly cohesive
could have been produced by such a diverse crowd
over a period that staggers the imagination

To end this post in a lighter tone, I would like to ask all visitors to tag so that I know who visits this blog, I've been wondering why my hits keep going up. Oh and all the poetic lyrics come from Casting Crowns, I did not write any of them. I would love to have such poetic skill though. But alas, we cant have everything.

In school LOLOLOL ROFLCOPTER!

In school now blogging. Joshua the clown and Jing Kang the emo kid fighting next to me. Stupid NCC day. Uniformed groups sucks. Maybe except scouts. Go Newtown scouts! ACS scouts suck! boo you!

Brennan saying something
ah, nice mouse. im not sure y kevin has a smile face on his laptop. kevin got biten by wasp also.

Brennan has poor English. Look at the lack of punctuation, proper spelling and capital letters. I scoff at it. Scoff.

Brennan says oi.

He very the lame.

Ahhh history teacher here!

Ja ne

Ok, 2.2k visits

Ok, when I started this blog 2 years ago, I never expected this.

My room's in a mess, I'm tired and hungry and loving every second of precious life God has given me.

I like to think of myself as a pioneer in blogging. First few to put music, hit counter and custom skins in blogs. (Well as far as I know) Hahas, 2 years later, back to the basics. Basic skin, simple music, hit counter still counting, and more posts.

Well, the stronghold is slowly crumbling. Still resisting a lot. Its kind of hard when you wake up thinking of it.

Wading through the mud around me

How can I be free from this disease?

Tears have run from many waters

You, you saved my soul

you made me whole

Ahhh.........

Hungry..........

2k visits, need more features, like the escapist.

School starts tomorrow, time to make some noise and take the schools!

Now is the time to rise the rain is falling.

So thirsty.....

I never thought it would be this way
I never dreamed I would feel this way
I am not afraid..

I never ever felt this way before
Till you came into my heart

Hold your head up high
Don't give up the fight
You've got more inside
Leave your fears behind

No imagination
we can overcome

Rain falls in the harvest time
we can overcome

Got no destination
we can overcome

Snow falls in the summertime
we can overcome

Hahas. Song by Red Rain. The lyrics really just speak of me and my life.
How was I to know 3 years ago I would be here feeling this way.
No I'm not on drugs.

Love's like an army that can't be beaten. Which side will you be when the rain falls down. Hahas, another song.

Continuing, I'm not on drugs. How was I to know, 5 years ago, being a hard hearted kid who disagreed with Christianity on every level. How was I to know that 5 short years later, I would be a SON not a servant of God serving in Heart of God Church, with Jesus in my heart and the Holy Spirit as my helper. How was I to know.

How was I to know that
Love, Love, there she stands
there she calls
come home my love
come home.

Another Redrain song. But how was I to know that God's holding my hand and walking by my side. How was I to know that I would have peace and joy in my heart. How was I to know that I would be reaching out to friends to tell them about John 3:16. How was I to know?

I am a son, not a servant

Fall on your knees and worship

Ok, I'm so filled with the Spirit now. I just finished my quiet time and well it was an isotonic drink. (if you get what I mean)
Ok, I just got healed!

I'm serious! Today, Dr Che Ahn came to preach about miraculous healing. After preaching the word, in a faith-filled atmosphere, he prayed for healing over the congregation. I closed my eyes, in faith that I could get 20-20 vision. After fervent and faith-filled prayer, I opened my eyes. My vision was....... the same. But, I thought to myself, "Why doesn't my back hurt anymore?" I realized I was standing straight effortlessly. Sharp people around me should notice that I am hunchbacked. Not anymore, I am totally healed! The tension in my back is gone. I can stand straight effortlessly.

Went on stage to testify. Daunting really. Saw so many other people on stage. All healed. So Dr Che Ahn prayed for me and I fell in the power of the Holy Spirit. The presence was so strong in the faith-filled atmosphere. Went off stage, continued worshipping. Sang another version of the old Hymn Amazing Grace. It was so apt. Amazing Grace healed me, saved me, my God, my Savior ransomed me.

Later, Dr Che Ahn's personal assistant prayed for my eyesight and I tell you it really is clearer than before! Worshipped, worshiped and worshiped. Just kept worshiping the King of Kings and Lord of Lord's, the almighty God. Then, I got prayed for again, and fell in the presence for the third time. The presence of God is just so awesome and indescribable. I'm just addicted. Its a drug.

Going to tell the world
How great is our God?
Sing with me!
How great is our God?
And all will sing
How great
How great
is our God

The name above all names
My heart will sing
How great is our God

The King of Kings,
Lord of Lords
God almighty,
who sent His Son
down to die on the cross
to save
and heal
a sinner like me

Some pics!

As I promised last night, here are some pictures I did. I've been pretty busy with Adobe Photoshop CS3 and did like 2 desktop backgrounds. I took 3 hours to figure out the line tool!

Ahhh, the top one is a desktop background about Jo from Burst Angel, an anime I'm watching but more on that later. This took me like 6 hours to do.

The top one is a bunch of Ipod Negima pictures compiled together to form a desktop background. Negima is another anime and manga. Its by Ken Akamatsu, the genius who also drew Love Hina.

And the last one all the way at the bottom is an older picture I posed in Garrysmod 11. Its a scout running from Blu base with the Blu intel. Took me 3-4hrs to pose this picture.

Like my pictures? Go to my deviantpage @ http://bor3ds0ul.deviantart.com/ to see all of them in their full 1280 x 800 pixels glory.

Ahh its raining now, raining so heavily.
Worried for my Geography file, I can't find it. Very peculiar

Ren Hao

Mr Foo Ren Hao of Mongolian descent died on the spot on 6th June 2008 due to a powerful hit from Jolene Yeo. The hit could be heard a few blocks away.An artist's impression of the incident (Love Hina Hahas.)

Ren Hao is a very nice guy and my long time friend of about 8 years. He's not really Mongolian, he's a Singaporean/Malaysian its weird.
He says hi and "this is a weird post"
He migrated to China last year after PSLE and just he migrated back to Singapore. So fickle minded! Hallelujah! Praise the Lord! My compatriot, buddy, brother in arms is back for good! Ren Hao is speaking with an American accent now, he sounds so weird. I'm gonna get a picture of him up soon.
Hermann says he should go back to primary school. Yeah! He's in assumption sec.
Hahas, fun fun, everyone is playing GTA now
And some new linkies for you:
My deviantpage (must go!) http://bor3ds0ul.deviantart.com/
My Steam ID (For gamers) http://steamcommunity.com/id/bor3ds0ul/
Hahas, GTA 3 is so fun!

Anyways, you must go to my deviantpage! I have quite a bit of artwork up on it. Going to blog about it tommorow morning. Too tired now. Just a picture now, a teaser if you will.


Hahas, this is Jo from an anime series I'm watching called Burst Angel. I'm hooked!

Stalled at the start

So much for starting the school holidays with a blast, fell ill for the entire first week....

sianz.......

Anyway, been busy this second week! In church posting now, waiting for Ivan now for discipleship course. He seems to be late. Still waiting. Shawn is sitting next to me. Hi Shawn! BMT has started! w00t! No, for those unenlightened BMT is not Basic Millitary Training ( but give yourself 2 points cause 2 of the word are the same, but its out of 100 anyway, so you still fail! Failure! n00b!) BMT is in actual fact, drum roll please, Basic Ministry Training! Wheee! So its a mandatory training to join a ministry. For those further unenlightened (you really have to get out more) here is the wiki page for ministry. (I am not going to even bother to explain) Go read it. Okay, they don't have the page, so I have to explain it. Wikipedia, why has art thou failed me?! Okay Lets ask Shawn. He says he doesn't know. Thanks a lot Shawn! Notebook to the rescue! Ministry is basically serving God in Church.Yeah. Correct me if I'm wrong. Wiki says: activity by Christians to spread or express their faith. That seems like a good definition. Examples: Usher Ministry, Lights Ministry etc etc. Good enough for you unenlightened people.

Hahas, discipleship is starting, gtg!
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RedRain

RedRain is finally here! The much anticipated RedRain band is here. After a powerful prayer meeting yesterday, I'm so excited for todays concert!

Ying Wei must get well for the concert!

Faith 6 07 blog is up, its in the link section.

Barracuda!

No, this isn't about the fish,

Its the Razer Barracuda Hp-1 Gaming headphones

Updatez Updatez

Haiz.... another update post.
I hate these kind of posts but I'm stressed for time.
How can I be stressed for time even after exams you might ask. I am not free! I am doing loads of stuff. Mostly playing games and reading though. I have quite a few "deep topics" lined up and a few rants....
Notably,
Smiling while getting punished (Ah, I have a bone to pick with some teachers)
Getting scolded for no reason.
Toshiba! (Finally!)
Chinese Camp

Some cool topics:
Nice music
My new Razer Barracuda Headsets! (Have I mentioned that?)
My Razer gear!
Heart of God Church!

Oh yeah, where was I? Updates......
New Razer Barracuda Headphones (I'll post a picture when Razer.com isnt so slow)

Red Rain
Pointon Sim
Kim Jae Hyung
Koh Ying Wei
Kua Jun Ji
Daryl Song
Confirmed!

Hahas... Update post

Results!

After a nerve-racking one and a half-hour, my results are finally out and finalized! It's so cool!
My results are teh 1337!
Short post now since recess is nearly over.
Daryl Song is right next to me. Ahhhhh! Daryl Song!
Okay, he's a nice guy......somewhat........ okay.....
He's coming for RedRain Yay!
He also likes mudkips....

Back to the point,
My results:
Art:83
Lit:72
Life Science:74
Chinese:70
English: 77
Physical Science:94
Math:76
Geography:87
Average:80.7

Wheee!

Results out

Well, after ONE WHOLE week of waiting and slacking, mid-year results are released tommorow.
I just fell into temptation again, so sian. Why do I keep doing this? People say the stronghold I have is harder to break than smoking, so its an uphill battle, but through God, all things are possible! The stronghold is slowly crumbling, I'm nibbling away at it day by day. It will fall to the siege!
I have a dream that one day, my post will be "Stronghold annihalated!" That will be when I go a whole year, 365 days, without falling to it. Pray for me please. Falling to it is like failing your parents every time.
Haiz.. now I have to reset my timer
This job has gone 0 days without accidents!
Help me go to one week!
Then slowly to 365!
Well, back to the results,
I think I did pretty ok,
My expectations
Math: A1
Chinese: B3
Psci: A1
Lsci:A2
Literature: B3
Art:C7


Time for the stronghold to crumble and fall!

Manchester United Champions!

Manchester United has finally been crowned champions after a nail-biting and exciting 90 minutes of football. (I feel like I'm writing a newspaper report hahas)
We are the Champions, We Are the Champions,
No time for losers, cause we are the champions
of the world! (or maybe not)
Yeah! I am so hyper now! Manchester united FTW!
Wigan played extremely well but a goal from legend Ryan Giggs finalised the victory.
For the first time, the title was decided by goal difference. (Why am I writing in newspaper report format? Why? Did I study too hard)
Champions!

Manchester United vs Wigan Athletic

Final game of the Barclays premeier League Season. Its down to the wire as Manchester United face off against Wigan Athletic. I'm in a dark living room with my parents. The lights are turned off because of the blooming insects flying around. The only sources of light are from my tablet, my dad's tablet and the tv. Its an intense match. Don't underestimate Wigan Athletic, they are a disciplined and tough side to beat. The match is pretty even. Chelsea vs Bolton Wanderers is also playing simltaniously.
Yeah! John Terry is injured!!! Chelsea's key defender is injured! This is wonderful!
So close! Tevez nearly scores! Poor first touch lets him down.
Ahhhh! Scholes drags it wide.
Wigan is playing so well.
Wigan nearly scores! Great save from Van der Sar.
Manchester United are playing wonderful football
Ronaldo scores!! A wonderful penalty taken my Christiano Ronaldo!
GOAL!!!!!!!
Manchester United one up against Wigan Athletic
Still dead locked at Chelsea though!
Scholes nearly receives a yellow card.
So exciting. When you know that this game matters the most. How you start does not matter, only how you finish.
Go Bolton Wanderers!
Manchester United are dominating possesion as usual.
Now, nerved calmed after the goal, I can finally watch in peace.
One added minute.
Joel Low from Faith 6 2006 is also watching, just called him, both supporting man united.
Half-Time

Wheeee!

Exams are up, come and gone. I guess that is a reason to celebrate. Feel like doing a deep post today, since I finally have the time.
Well, I can talk about my life... I guess
The road to Heart of God Church I guess.
First, God put Genghis as my neighbour and into my primary school, Pei Hwa Presbyterian Priamry.
Then I went to Pei Hwa, met Genghis.
Pei Hwa really did a great job of softening my heart. Even though I was a bit Nazi in my third year, by my sixth, my heart was totally open.
Genghis got saved.
But by then, I was already in the Singapore under-12 national team (yes this is true)
This does not mean I was good, it just means the rest of the team sucks! Yes, the Singapore under-12 team sucks. Singapore football has no future. The coaches are a little racist and chickenshit too.
Back to point, I was too tired to go to church the mulititude of times Genghis asked me to go.
Eventually, I left the national team because I saw no hope in them. Coincidentally, It was Easter.
Well, I went for easter and got saved!!

Report! Report

Weeeelll, today Thursday, which means, I have two more papers to go! Wheeee.....

Sorry for the lack of posts, I've been to busy mugging to post. I originally wanted to give a day to day live commentary for you buggers but too busy I guess. Not much has gone the way I expected. After reading Wayne's infant blog, I've been inpired to write a very deep post for this one. But, yes again, no time.... I feel as if I'm talking to you buggers. Do I owe you a post? Wait, yes I owe my readers. You who faithfuly check this everyday, wait thats just me. Sorry, you who actually read this. I Salute You. And not just any salute (or the Nazi one), the Kevin Salute! All Heil Kevin! (You better be happy I give salutes to few people.)


Back to the mugging!

Just some thoughts and flashbacks

Mugging now

Does remember anyone rember this picture?

Its such old one, three in fact. Found it looking through the archives of my firend's blog.

For some reason, it looks life Keitaro Urashima and Naru Narusegawa from Love Hina, a manga and anime.

It really looks like it

Posting posting

Well, I'm really nervous for my mid-years. Mainly because I've been procrastinating a lot. Some times, I can really focus, sometimes I can't. Still ,I'm pretty prepared going in. Most of my notes have been completed and I still have time. I also have no right to worry because Jesus is with me! I pray that I can study hard and be disciplined.

List of people coming for red rain:
Kua Jun Ji (tentative)
Koh Ying Wei
Daryl Song
Brennan Foo

Last Stand Contest

Hey guys,

on preparation for the common tests, I'm thankful for having time to still do stuff with Garrysmod. Garrysmod is a sandbox game where you can do anything in the constraints of the Source Engine. Confused? Go read an earlier post about it. link: http://bor3ds0ul.blogspot.com/2007/04/gmod-battlefield-medal-of-honor.html

Here is a screenshot of my entry.

I did pretty well for my work. Had a bit of a disadvantage because I submetted it so late into the competition. Link to the competition: http://www.garrysmod.com/challenge/show/?id=27&page=3

Here is the Raw:


Reading through my older posts, I realise my writing has gotten more mature over the years. No longer the young boy I was, now I am a TEENAGER! Hahas, little joke won't hurt right?
Oh yeah, the link to the GMOD website: http://www.garrysmod.com/

Well, to the math! (again)

Oh the Irony

Define Irony,
come on, you can do it,
for those numbskulls who can't, let me give my own version of irony.

It was during math class yesterday. We were going through a revision paper the math teacher gave us. I got one of those algebra, "give away" as my teacher calls it, questions wrong.
It was because I forgot to change the signs after removing the brackets.
Example
6-(4+5) = 6-4-5
I wrote
6-(4+5) = 6-4+5

I'm not really good at algebra.
So the teacher asks, "Who got the question wrong?"
I honestly reply, "Me."
And she says," Well, serves you right for not paying attention during class."
I was flabbergasted
The ironic think is I pay attention in class and get questions like this wrong while the guy next to me doesnt pay attention and gets it right. I'm just new to algebra, teacher! I hate it when people tell me off for things I did not do. Well, this also be interpreted as "life is unfair" but I don't really think so. Even if it was, Deal with it!
You can call it a rant, but I'm just letting my frustration out.
Arrgh, Exams,
Kevin (no snide sarcastic comments, sorry)

Updatez, updatez

Some update reports, (In-between classes now, waiting for math teacher)

Links:

Keith's and Rytha's blog link has been added to the links section.



Pics:

The slide pics have also been updated with new pics

Red Rain

Yea, hey guys (yes I know I should be doing math now, procrastinating as usual)

Today's post is about RED RAIN!

( For you sharp people, yes this is Singpost before renovations)

For those still unenlightened, here is the wikipedia page. (WIKI owns)

hmmmm....

for some reason, Wiki does not have the article. Wiki, why hast thou betrayed me?!

Haiz.........

here is the official website http://www.redrain.org/main.php

The news is a bit dead.

Here is a summary of Red Rain (not scalped off wiki this time):

Red rain is a Christian ROCK (not stone) band based in New Zealand. It comes to Singapore regularly for FREE concerts! Yes it is free!

Details of FREE concert:
Venue: Heart of God Church, Singpost, Singapore
Price: Free (and maybe some french fries if you could spare it)
Time: TBA (To be confirmed)
Date: 23-25May (AFTER EXAMS!)
Music: Rock, Indie


I am really hyped for this concert and hope you guys would come. You can call me at 94743004!
Hahas, no rants for now!
To the MATH!

Joshua Chang

This morning's post is about my good friend Joshua Chang. He is a clown. No, I'm understating it. He is a freaking clown! Quick poll, is Joshua offended? Joshua: I don't know. He is now playing Metal Slug 1. Well, the whole class is doing something illegal (including me). It's 7am in ACS (I) 1.7.

Well, more to the point, back to Joshua. He is a bloody clown. He is extremely random even in class. Its hard to remember an example because they are so many! My other friend, Jing Kang says,"He is a dum dum." (exact words) He then continues to say,"You spelt it wrong. It should be: H-I-E-S-S R D-A-M D-A-M." The people in my class are all quirky and eccentric. I really should get a video and post it on youtube. And now all the people are huddled at the computer.

Eugene is teh suxor.

Moving on, its time to go for assmebly,
Bye!

The aftermath of yesterday

After like 300 smses, a shower and finally completing my math homework....I think I got the news out. What news you may ask? Well, my blog is back up. (for those thickies who havent noticed.) I'm in school blogging now. Its in between periods and I have nothing to do. Heres another tidbit.

My classroom in-between classes, can I say more? (one of these days I have to post a video on youtube.)

Another picture....

Now at home, after being interrupted while posting in school. Its nearly 4.30 and I'm still in my school uniform. Now for some catching up.....

I'm now in Anglo Chinese School Independent

Class: 1.7 Philemon
Position: Vice-Chairman (Rant topic)
CCAs: St John Ambulance Brigade (My school has a two CCA policy, Maybe I should rant about that?) Robotics
Games currently playing: Trackmania United, Team Fortress 2, Command and Conquer 3 Tiberium Wars

Ah crap, its already 4.40pm, I gots to study again. sian..... Today its Geography......
Can't procrastinate too much....
bye!

Reposting

Woah, back in what, six months? Back on the same blogging screen. I cannot believe I'm back here. feels so nostalgic except that now I'm in a different school uniform. 6 glorious months of hiatus. Yes I still haven't cultivated the habit of showering immediately after coming back from school and procrastinating at nearly every opportunity. (I'm supposed to be doing math now) Hahas. My hits counter finally went north and hit four digits! party! For the unenlightened I scored 253 for PSLE

I'm now in drum roll please.... Anglo Chinese School Independent. Most of you probably know that. There is so many things to blog about and rant about. My ranting, how I miss ranting here. If you want to know one of the reasons why I stopped blogging right after PSLE its because of a few factors

1) The orange box. Who can argue, nearly the best thing ever.

2)LAN parties

3)Cheaper laptops.

I would love to go on even more about this but I have math to do.

On to the ranting!

First things first, rant about my school. ACS(I) has a huge campus as most of you also know. (Gee you guys know a lot) It has a rich tradition blah blah blah. I don't think you guys want to know about its culture and blah blah blah. If you do you better comment hahas. It's a pretty good school, lets us use tablets and stuff. The culture is good. They can cultivate excellent speakers and let us use our creative abilities to the max. I wish I could speak as well as the year 6. I have to wear a bloody TIE! We get to use tablets which is cool but more on that another time. The teachers are excellent! My life science teacher is an ex-CID officer! But why do I call this a rant? Its because I hate most of the feeder school people!! Their attitude is pretty bad and they are so undisciplined. I can see where most of the anti-ACS sentiment comes from. Most of them are disruptive during class, defiant and cannot respect authority. But there are still a few nice guys out there. Most of them are my good friends. They are getting better however, most of them are quite nice when you get to know them. The school has plenty of redeeming factors and the food is pretty good.

Now on to some news, or old news for most of you knowing smart alecs. My mother got saved. Whooo! Hallelujah! (I hope I spelt that correctly). She was touched by the holy spirit in one of the services in Heart of God church. I was elated and still am. God is good! Heart of God Church is even more booming as last october (my last post..... Man that was a long time ago) We are growing strong and I am walking even closer with God. A lot has changed since last october. (I hate you time!)

Well, enough procrastinating, my common tests are coming up and i gots (obvious spelling and grammar error) to study. Well, one last tidbit before I sign off (This feels like English), a PICTURE, photoshoped by me!
Isn't it cool
Oh well

BYEEEEEE!

On to the math!